Awkward

I'm in limbo with you. I love you, hate you, I want to hold you but I need to let it go. I miss you, I need you... I need to recover what we had. Your silence kills me inside, I miss your naughty words, how you used to say you missed me, that you needed me. Where are you? Where did you get lost? Please return, come back to what we were. I can not stand this situation, I feel awkward without you...